Wednesday, April 19, 2006

broken backs.

when living in a colony of lepers
i find it better
to stay alone forever
and never find a lover.

10 comments:

honest + popular said...

I don't know, Lukas, if the proper parts haven't fallen off yet, some of those lepers are probably pretty cute. Seriously though, a lack of interest under all this pain is fairly normal. Am still coming across all kinds of info which says this doesn't always have to be this bad and some which says this isn't always going to be, period.

(Wow, I just do not give up, do I.)

Lukas Abrhm said...

yr surely the optomist.
but have you noticed that all their "fixes" are different.
that they don't work in "most" cases.
and that i'm far less likely to throw caution to the wind and try them?

honest + popular said...

have noticed plenty of variety where the "fixes" are concerned. have to sort through all that. this is why i look for overlaps and confirmations of certain things from many different sources.

never heard the "don't work in most cases" bit. where are you getting that?

i don't think it's throwing caution to the wind to let go of your anger (keep running across this one in relationship to back issues), drop some poisonous eating/ drinking habits and give your body a chance to heal to the best of its ability to do so. all of that sounds practical to me.

Lukas Abrhm said...

that's more from FAQ's and feedback.
and besides that? i think my problem is different from most ppl (isn't that special!). my pain evolves like the mormon bible.

and i'm like danzig, "i-i don't mind the pain."

honest + popular said...

not minding it is one thing, but if it turns out you actually LIKE it, well, i should stop urging you to get better.

(you don't happen to have holey underwear on, do you?)

Lukas Abrhm said...

yeah, this is very much not the kind of pain i like. i promise you that.
we tolerate what we have to.

and no...pretty much brand new skivvies.

honest + popular said...

good to see you're keeping up your standards while the world goes to hell around you. harpies and screamers and you're wearing fresh draws.

Lukas Abrhm said...

thats so if i die my bowels will release into brand new drawers..and not old stinky streaked ones.

honest + popular said...

*sigh* i'm glad we were able to talk about this.

Lukas Abrhm said...

haha...only not really.